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Wat's In Harmith's miserable Life TODAY!
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For the well being of all my readers, this is a warning. What you are about to read contains bad words and a lot of genuine emotions. By keeping this post to yourself, you've just earned a good deed. By telling people about it, you've earned a curse from me! Please, like i've always said, To stop all fights, keep the things you hear and just shut up.

Thanks.



Hi Everyone! Well today was a fucking fucked up day! Got back around 11am plus minus and watched some t.v. Soon at around 2pm plus minus received a call from grandma. She wanted me to come over and help her with the television, actually it was the Cable..SCV...Anyways, intended to go over around 3-4pm plus minus..Things was normal till i told my brother to follow me. He fucking said "NO!" I mean why? When he lost his EZ-link it was HER who went with him and got it done. When he needed someone to fill in for mummy on Meet-The-Parents, she did it. Now, she needs help and you're abandoning her? FUCK YOU!

It's always've been like this! When you needed something, you'll be all sweet with her and when you've done with it, you just ignore her! FUCK YOU! You'll only realized when one's gone isit? GET A LIFE! Grow Up dude! You're 16 and behave like some retard, 3 year old. Things didn't stop there though. We fought: PHYSICALLY! VERBALLY! MENTALLY!

As gruesome as it sounds, the wounds hurt way more than that! I told him, if he wanted to stay at home, I'm taking the modem for the computer which means he CAN'T use the computer. He fucking fought with me for it! He practically pushed the button and I HAD TO DO WHAT I HAD TO DO. I fought back! I mean anyone would've done the same, unless he's/she's some BITCH! So we fought and got to a point where i was practically out of breathe and nearly died! O.K. THIS IS EXAGGERATING OK! I FELT HARD TO BREATHE AND FELT LIKE MY BRAIN WAS IN SOME KIND OF A FREEZE!

Just when i was like begging and crying in tears for help, he was like "SERVE YOU RIGHT!'' Can you believe it? He said that to me! It fucking broke my heart! I'm not being some sissy but it takes a real man to admit it! I was like fuck you! He ran out and got me water which i threw on him! I was fucked up and all burning in anger! Then I left home and went to my grandma's

I kept thinking on the way, if i was to really suffer, will he help me? God! NEVER! So told grandma what happened and she just sympathized me! Well did some work for her, changed her curtains and fixed the T.V. Not forgetting i threw some things..hahas

Anyways, when we were watching the T.V. a phone call came. I answered! I didn't speak a word! It was her! She said why did you beat him like that? She scolded me! I didn't said anything though! It was my mother! I mean FUCK YOU MUMMY! You just assumed that i started it? You presumed that he was the only one who got hurt? You've guessed wrong mummy! I was hurt too! EMOTIONALLY! PHYSICALLY! MENTALLY! I was even more heart Broken then. I mean you actually decided to be on his side like always? WHY? I mean i didn't start it. WHY?! The worse part has yet to be told. I can simply say it all out here and embarrass you, you know? I just felt like i wasn't your son!

I felt as though i never was yours. Since young it's always been me achieving and you accepting it shamelessly. When i get caught doing something wrong, it seems like the world has came to an end? WHY? I mean it's fucking annoying that you would always be on that fucker's side! Please! When i got 1st in LEVEL what did i get? NOTHING! A simple GOOD JOB! I'M PROUD OF YOU would've been grateful you know! BUT noooo You just wanted to make it seem it's nothing. When that fucker son of yours got 6th in LEVEL you made it such a big and proud moment for him! WHY? Whenever i got an award it seems so unimportant. Not needed. Not Good. Everyone always wants HIM! WHY? Am i that bad of a person? WHY?

Ok...so, when i told my grandma abt that thing she said, my grandma suggested i'd stay with her. But...i need the computer! I NEED A MOTHER! I NEED A BROTHER! I NEED IT ALL! I felt like just crying my lungs out..Well, then i left her home for mine, literally.//

On my way down the stairs, the lift seemed to never come, i felt like just jumping off. Ending it all. A stop to this. A happy ending of mine. A happy mother and son. A "suicider", ME! Just then, i thought to myself, why should i do it? I should prove them wrong! I should make my grandma proud of me! At least she's one of the blood related people whom genuinely cares for my well-being! All my mother's side cousins love HIM and NOT ME!

Well as soon as i got home, he said HI! SORRY! I mean those words just seemed so easy to be said, when it carries a lot of meaning. An apology isn't something that's light! It's heavy! It's a meaning! It's an sincere word! You've made it seem so cheap!

Well, i've yet to speak to you. I hope you'd die! TODAY I'VE LOST A MOTHER WHOM I'VE LOVED FOR 15YEARS & A BROTHER!

byebye!






Till next time, I'm Harmith!